drinking

it was not my first time grabbing chilled beers from the convenience store and had a drink with friends under a hdb block. seriously, it is a cheap and good way to forget about all the stress from school. each of us only spent 19 bucks to enjoy 2 bottles of constantly chilled beer, bnj ice cream, chips and some lousy cookies. what a great deal right?

i dont know when and why i fell in love with drinking. i dont drink to forget about sad stuff. i did it once but damn it! the beer tasted bitter when i drank it then. it gives me a split second to forget about who i am trying to be. i know nobody will take me seriously when i drink. so i dont really have to care about what comes out from my foul mouth. whatever i say or do, nobody will believe that is the real me. they will just pass it off and say "karen is drunk/high". so i am safe.

drinking just makes the mood perfect to talk about things, trash things out, and remind the past. it triggers the lazy bone in me and not want to think or talk about work. any random topic, about life, friends or whatever. i am open to all topics.

i want to do this more often with friends. i love the company of friends, especially those who you can trust and talk with. so please jiefang, can you come back real soon. it has been a long time since we both slack together. we can do this with liting too!!! we 3 seriously need some catch up time after you are back, before my new sem starts and before liting enters a new phase in life. i promise i wont tear again when i see you the next time.